I am awash
with feelings,
Each contradictory
to the next.
Happiness, Joy
at being sought,
Fear, Contempt
at being caught.
I am awash
with self conscienceness
I fear I said too much,
or too litte.
I count out M&M’s
On the desk.
I think about you
and what we said.
Crafty am I
smart in the least,
The first is the last,
Faith is with you.