So, here’s my big thing - I have absolutly no idea where I’m headed. I can’t help but feel like I’m kind of a loser - no, that’s not the word. I’m a loner. Yes, a loner. I mean, my friends are basically all in this stupid little box. It totally sucks. Everything I seem to touch seems to melt into thin air. I just seem to loose track of friends…I don’t know where to head or what to do with life.
I’m rather annoyed. Yet - of course I can’t say much. Needless to say, I’m rather frustrated that someone called me a liar then didn’t believe me when I assured them I knew nothing. Like, what the crap.
Yes, things, for those who’ve noticed, are rather rough for me right now. My real life isn’t on steady waters right now. I’m basically living Meteora right now. I think I might have a chemical imbalance or something because whenever I’m REALLY happy for one day, I’m six times more UNHAPPY for twice as long as I’m happy.
Oh, and I’ve been having some serious headaches for two weeks now - incase anyone wondered.
Hey dude maybe ya need ta see some one about that. Therapy maybe (not to be an ass) but if you are serious i have friends who suffer from depression aswell as my girlfriend and they have gone onto meds which really help and can also help you to get out there away from the box @ times. Cheers Regath
Comment by Gareth — 160:2005 @ 1439