Thommay’s HeadSpace

So, I finally get two days off! YAY! Too bad they’ll be wasted around the house doing laundry. I mean, what kind of job gives it’s employees their weekend on a Wednesday Thursday?! Ah well, that’s the terror of working in a hotel. Right now, I’m stuck in a conflict. I only have finances to do one trip this year - fortunatly, I’ve decided that I’m going to be tripping in Septemeber…which leaves me with two options. Do I go unionise in the US or do I go explore Ireland like I’ve wanted to for the longest time? Either way I get the benefit of meeting people. I mean, if I decide to go to Ireland I’m sure some OTFers’ll travel and we can setup something there too. *sigh* It’s a tough choice.

And along the lines of tough choices, I’ve been having a great deal of conflict with my ex-boyfriend. Why must exs be so difficult?! I mean, he’s the clingy type that never let me have space who somehow managed to twist every thing that went wrong during the relationship into my fault AFTER the relationship. Our mutual friend, my best friend, is on my side - she knows I did the right thing. I’d like to give the finger to him… but I shant. There’s so mand wierd things too - like my random headaches… this super deja vu thing happening (I mean entire days of deja vu…)