Kathryn’s Blog

You were wrong
You were right
You are gone
Tonight
You were free
So alive
You were wrong
You were right

You were down
You could see
You wore hearts
for me
You were sharp
Sharp as knives
You were wrong
You were right

Shot down: said you never had the chance
Took a ride on a suicide romance
Could have sworn there was somebody home
To facilitate the great unknown
Woman, I ain’t going to meet you anywhere
Don’t know where I’m going yet:
But I sure am getting there
Shotgun fire: anybody home
I got two dimes in the telephone
Alright: It’s not easy tonight

You were bound
You were free
You wear black
for me
You were dark
Dark as night
You were wrong
You were right

Shot down: said you never had the chance
Took a ride on a suicide romance
Could have sworn there was somebody home
To facilitate the great unknown
But woman, I ain’t going to meet you anywhere
Don’t know where I’m going yet:But I sure am getting there

Shotgun fire: anybody home
I got two dimes in the telephone
Alright: It’s not easy tonight

She’s In. Over my head:and it’s not easy it’s not easy tonight

Shotgun fire: anybody home
I got two dimes in the telephone
Alright: It’s not easy tonight

You were free:Now your not:You were free

Is a kick ass kinda show

What the fuck is wrong with some people? I just want to play a nice quiet, quick game of literati (won 4 games in a row!) and some stupid bitch, who seemed alright to begin with starts trying to frigging convert me!

i politely ignore her as i want to finish the game and vanish as soon as I do. She follows me onto the main board to continue spouting!

Couldn’t answer “why would a god want to be worshipped?” HAHAH suck that up!

If you’re a god botherer – whoopiefuckingdoo for you, but don’t, for the love of your god, start preaching to people who have no interest. It’s not big, it’s not clever, it’s not polite and we certainly ARE NOT FUCKING INTERESTED.

Felt like having three columns, I want to work in on more though. Wish I was better at this web stuff!

Lookie – a picture of a church!

Just remember this is what church does to you!

Ugh – dropped off a bit there – got very caught up in M & M 6 although to be honest I’m getting bored of it.

I’m gonna beat the fella behind me at work. He is constantly asking “did you do anything nice (last night/at the weekend” and I mean exactly that – never anything different like – “did you do anything interesting?” or “good weekend?” – Polite but ultimately disinterested. I’m also getting pissed off at how frigging patronising the other members of his section are to him. To be fair the fella is a little slow but even so…....SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!

I added a “to read” section to my links – basically the books I have to read. I also have a bunch of star trek & wars books to read which I didn’t add. I’d also like to tackle LOTR again. However since I’m only just reading them at work I expect this to take some time!

seems my own arrogance has knocked me off my feet again
when you know I’m crawling to you as fast as I can
first teach me to walk and then I’ll learn to dance for you like an
honest clumsy clown
tripping along the way

cause I’m reaching for you
but my arms aren’t long enough
and I’m running to you
if I could go a little faster
and I’m crying to you
but I can’t hear my own voice
and I am waiting for you
and trying not to fall asleep now

cause I’m clumsily dancing away this fear
I’m stumbling closer to you and I am
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you

what are you thinking as you look down on me are you
frustrated with my inconsistency
or intrigued that I can find the will to get back up or
maybe all of this is simply amusing

cause I’m reaching for you
but my arms aren’t long enough
and I’m running to you
if I could go a little faster
and I’m crying to you
but I can’t hear my own voice
I am waiting for you
and trying not to fall asleep now

cause I’m clumsily dancing away this fear
I’m stumbling closer to you and I’m
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
cause I’m clumsily dancing away this fear
I’m stumbling closer to you and I’m
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool

and I’m clumsily dancing away this fear
I’m stumbling closer to you and I’m
tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you

I’m quite happy!

Going to see James Blunt in June and going to Blackpool for a day in July!

I have nearly finished Morrowind! Wohoo! Admittedly I’ve killed several trees to do so. Actually I’ve finished the main quest, I’m doing all the little side quests now
This is me – all funked up and ready to hit people with my bloody great hammer!

I did it again!

Even worse!

Arggghhhhh

I bought this today

I loved the Black Magician trilogy so I am looking forward to this immensely!

Oh yes we had some snow! and yes I have pictures! The link will take you to a larger picture

Sad news….the baby has been hurt!

My dad was driving at the time and basically a lorry pulled in front of him. My dad is fine! I haven’t even had the damn thing a month!

Don’t even fell like discussing it! I’m all worried about this insurance thing works and will I have to pay for repairs and the like. The other driver should be liable and it was all his fault.

Oh – and the sinuses started acting up.

Other than that stuff is toodling along. Although slightly annoyed as my car insurance payments are at an all time. Seriously…how long do you have be driving before you’re paying a slightly sensible amount? It’s crazy!

Apparently the friend is all depressed like as well. Which I don’t really know what to do about. I can’t really force her to go places if she doesn’t want to, although I shall try and persuade her tomorrow.

Some people just make life complicated for themselves really

I should probably expand upon this, although then it wouldn’t be cryptic but anyhow…..

I’m not entirely sure how m uch of the truth I am being told, the denials about certain things seem a bit too “doth protest too much”, and surely more common sense should of been involved.

If it weren’t for something being mentioned I’d swear it was a leg pull….hell it might even be one, just on a bigger scale.

I worked my little behind off today.

Not sure why I bother. My pay is shit and the thanks is lacking.

Lucky for them that despite my inherent laziness I have a strong work ethic!

Okay the brother seems to have moved out and in with the girlfriend (yes there is much dancing – at least mentally), was going to thwap the mother when she tried to suggest I give him money for the computer (fuck off woman! I’m broke!).

I sort of accidentally bought myself one of these on ebay.

I don’t even want to use it, I just want to look at it…..so pretty…...gawd I’m such a sheep . And I can’t actually afford it

Also – if you like Half Life 2 check out this Concerned – The half-life and death of Gordon Frohman. Frohman not Freeman, it’s basically a parody of the game! I love it! So much so I shall be adding it to my links.

Morrowind – now there’s a bitch of game, and that’s with the cheats.

I found out
On a late night drive
In my winter coat
With my blood-shot eyes
My faith ain’t been
No friend to me
And the way i sin
Is hanging off of me

And i’m sorry
You can’t take me anywhere
Pretty soon we’re almost there
Baby, one more night
It’s been a long, long drive
And i’m way, way tired
I don’t need no
Back-up plan

(chorus)
I don’t want nobody
Nobody don’t want me
I’m so sad so lonely
But i’m always landing on my feet

One more time
With a sad, sad smile
And your white bread friends
In the circus life
All the one-way rides
The sweet beginners
Passing on the left-hand side
With a sideways smile

And i’m always
One step from stalling
Bad trips can make great stories
Dance all night
With your ass on fire
And your hands up high
And feel me one more time

[chorus]

I learn to love myself
And i don’t need no one else
And when a love moves on
Cuz it gets cold
Then another moves in
And it can fill the hole

I’m one more
Hopeful lying on the bedroom floor
No sense trying
When the whole thing drops
You lose your nerve
I hope you get what you deserve

[chorus]

“Yeah I’m fine now, thanks for asking”

had a little bit of food poisioning there – think the ham in my sandwich was off . Hopefully Im over it now

Come! Admire the new motor!