Kathryn’s Blog

I have sold my first thing on ebay Lookit!

I also have 2 with bids on em ending tomorrow! Excellent!

My cat is no longer called Casper, he is now “Devil Cat”! Look what he did to my finger last night. Wasn’t completely deliberate I will concede that but still – bloody hurt!

My shit is bananas

Oh I had another really bizarre dream this morning. We (im not sure who “we” were but there was a bunch of us) were held hostage in my house by a group of people. I did manage to try and ask some woman who was playing with her kids to get the police, who arrived that same second and proceeded to take off their masks (at this point I got a whole “this has happened before”) feeling and joined the hostage takers. Trying to find a place to hide in my house (which was now infinitely) I made my way through this horrible 1950’s shower room (which was labyrinthian) to the back where a bunch of “Us” apparently had been hiding, but I decided to go back in case I got discovered. In another niche a group of good looking but slightly creepy looking fellas who were in fact vampires.


Made it back out and now I was in some underground but very brightly lit cavern with running rivers and gondolas and had lots of servants running around in it with champagne and stuff….for some reason there was a pick and mix stand. I was just helping myself when the guy who had been disguised as a police man caught up on me.

I’ve own my little motor (below) for just over 3 years now, today was the first time I’ve put petrol in it!


My dad and i have an unwritten agreement – I’m paying off the car and also the insurance (which he’s named on) and he puts petrol in it. Excellent deal for him since he drives it more than I do. Unfortunately he didn’t top it up and he is, of course, away on holiday, so I figured why be petty and drive it on fumes and just bit the bullet . Scarily I’m quite proud of myself

This morning I dreamt that my mum and dad came h0me early cause my mum had an (unserious) accident. I think got pissed off cause some kids were trying to tempt next doors Alsation through our fence, but it turned out not to be next doors alsation it was some dog that shoul of been on the other side of the fence (the address on the collar was on the otherside). I was going back into the house round the back when I saw the back yard was soaking and thought it was a kid playing with the hose – it wasn’t most of the water was coming from a leaking something or other in shed (there isn’t anything that could leak massives of water or any water in the shed). I went and told my mum who went out to look and was surprising unannoyed!


Them coming home early was the worst part though!

Eh well maybe not but I am going to try and sell some of my DVDs on Ebay – you may go and admire Legally Blonde I doubt it’ll sell and thus I’ll lose some money but hey…live and learn baby – I have about 10 DVDs I want to put up.


Speaking of money – now that the git of a brother has a job (with the goddamned civil service I do believe) I shall hopefully be getting my money back! Whoop! -He’s also made up with the mother but I still think he’s a supreme arsehole


Also I may be in line for a bonus of (hopefully) £100 at work….well Id better be in line for it since I work my little (hahahahahahahaha) backside off and voluntarily take work from other desks – I may come across as a lazy cow (and in fact I am!) but I do hate having nothing to at work!


Speaking of work – one of my customers today on the phone said she (SHE SHE SHE not ME :P) was a “bad bitch” who talked “shit”...She was nearly 73 it wasn’t what I expected to hear! Not that I was offended and I suppose my Aunt who’s in her 70’s swears like a trooper….gave me something to grin about


Oh and also happily – the ‘rents are off on holiday tomorrow for a whole week…..B.L.I.S.S.!

I am so angry at my git of a brother right now.

Not only didn’t he bother to tell my mum he’d (finally) got a job when she asked him (semi jokingly) if he didn’t tell her cause he didn’t like her he didn’t reply so she asked again and he still didn’t reply. So now she’ll all upset.

What a fucking asshole

I could hear you fall,
I could feel your body through the floor,
And all I see is the red of your blood for the first time
As i hold you there,
As i rush your pale life through the door,
I feel the heat rise up, from your shape in the cold light,

Will the winter sun keep us warm, in these cold times?
Will the winter sunlight keep you warm, untorn, untorn and alive?

See them hold you down,
Never felt them push me back to the wall,
Still i hear you cry terrified for the first time, first time

Will the winter sun keep us warm, in these cold times?
Will the winter sunlight keep you warm, untorn, untorn and alive? alive?

I would give my life to keep you safe, for a lifetime,
I would give my life to keep you safe, for a lifetime,
I would give my life to keep you safe, for a lifetime,

Will the winter sunlight keep you warm, untorn, untorn and alive?
Will the winter sunlight keep you warm, will it keep you warm, untorn, untorn and alive, untorn and alive?

Hmmm lumpy potatoes, lump gravy, 5 day old dried peas and sausages grilled in the oven in their own fat….tasty!

Had a very strange dream on Saturday night…...basically I got kidnapped by an old guy who wanted me to clean his outside urinal. My friends turned up to save me in bus which nearly left without me when I went to say goodbye to the old man. I had to run after it, catch the door and swing myself onto the little ledge (I don’t think there normally is one) at the door, then bang on it to get the drivers attention.

This is funny – specially WTF Bitch!

Went to the dentist today – I hate driving there it’s complicated and i’m an unconfident, crap driver.

I have really good gums apparently….

Yay!

Don’t get it, never got it, never will get it. Why I keep trying I’ll never know.

Was watching some stupid programme on TMF the other night (TMF=The music factory which is on the freeview music channels and sometimes screens VH1 shows) about the most used music video gimmicks (or something to that effect). Anyhow one of the “gimmicks” was the so called”Jesus pose” where the artist stands with the arms wide. Just made me think how much christianity has brained washed whole cultures. Jesus pose my big fat arse. If the bible never existed you’d still get people standing with the arms wide open, unless there’s a cross or a crown of thorns involved it’s bugger all to do with Jesus. It’s the most vulnerable position you can be in – no defence oh and also welcoming since arms crossed means you are rejecting. The road i work on is a bit of a wind tunnel for some reason and everytime it gets up I want to walk down the street with my arms wide….it doesn’t mean I have a friggin jesus complex.

Stupid people.

Adding to the list started on 1 March 05

Hmmm Amazon said the Titan novel was out April 1st when I checked it yesterday, today it says 3rd May…..quite irritating!

We’re hoping to get a bonus at work for generally being wonderful (there are more specific reasons but Id be here all day if I went into em). However instead of being given to everyone someone up the management level (presumably with a pole up their arse) only wants them given to “deserving” people. Now the whole bonus thing is supposed to be a morale booster (cause really there aren’t too many perks in the job and it isn’t one you can really love) and deciding who is “worthy” doesn’t really boost morale as divide staff. Wankers.

Wow the most unlikely thing in the world has just happened such a shock!
Yes lets all be really sad about it cause being instrumental in the spread of a killer is such a good thing!

I have come to the conclusion that my place of work has decided to secretly enforce an exercise regime. This is being done in two ways – malfunctioning lifts and repeated fire alarms. Now I work on the 11thfloor (there are 21) and I’m gonna wait for a lift to take me up regardless of how long it takes, but for a fire alarm we have to walk down the stairs. I reckon I must of been out 10 times since I started in July 03. Only 2 of these were actually fire related! The rest were drills, malfunctions and once someone deliberately /accidentally hit the alarm. So the bell rings and we all dutifully trot out and down the many many stairs and across the road to city hall. A nice little work out!

Rejoice! I finally got my Dishwalla album from Amazon . They don’t have any lyrics in it though .

And finally…...
Today I shall be painting my nails – this colour



In case you can’t tell it’s a bright, metallic pink colour

When I came here there was more.
Now I’ve come back to destroy,
And I’ve got nothing left,
And it’s a shame what we’ve become,
When we hurt the ones we love,
And it’s a place I can not go,
Anymore.

When we collide we lose ourselves.
When we collide we break in two,
And as we push and we shove and we hurt the ones we love,
It’s a hard mistake.
When we collide,
We break.

When the cold comes crashing down,
And the fight lost what it’s about.
I could tell that you’d left.
It’s a shame what we’ve become,
When we hurt the ones we love.
It’s a place I can not go,
Anymore.

When we collide we lose ourselves.
When we collide we break in two,
And as we push and we shove and we hurt the ones we love,
It’s a hard mistake.
When we collide,
When we collide.

It’s a hard mistake,
When we collide.

It’s a mistake,
When we collide we lose ourselves,
When we collide we break in two,
And as we push and we shove and we hurt the ones we love,
It’s a hard mistake,
When we collide,
When we collide.

It’s a hard mistake,
When we collide, we break,
We break