I should really go live in a cave.
So I saw that there was an update on wordpress I just downloaded it, unzipped it, installed it thinking hey I have my stuff backed up.
Yeah before the infamous crash several months ago and the new upgrade didn’t work with whatever mysql I had (whatever the fuck mysql is).
Fortunately I managed to downgrade it but now it looks all weirdy. Not the blog (well no more so than usual) the admin part of it. Ugh.